I know I cannot make your problems go away and we are not close. But regardless, I hope it will get better for you one day. If you need to talk about it with someone, you should.
I'm not saddened, in fact I still play and enjoy Mario Kart Tour! But, Pocket Camp doesn't feel like Animal Crossing and it gets a lot more attention than New Horizons.
First of all, it's very nice to see your name and avatar again! And no, this website's prime time feels long gone by now I'm afraid. There's still a bit of activity on the discord server, but that's mainly the gist of it.
Sorry for not joining the GR discord. It's nothing personal. I have become too intermittent online because I'm always afraid of disappointing people, of which ironically, ends up disappointing people.