I'm sending my curriculum to several websites, I'm looking around see if I can find anything. Every day I look for new opportunities and I send them as soon as I can, but no one answered yet... :(
Yeesh, five months? Yeah, after that long, it's pretty reasonable to be frustrated. But you're right that you can't give up, because financially it simply isn't an option. You'll get a response at some time, I'm sure.