Well, I certainly don't mean it like THAT
not yet anyway :smirk:
But for real, I mean like how there are some people that exist where everything they say is always going to be at least SOMEWHAT of interest. I'm pretty much a duckling when it comes to everybody I've taken a liking to, though. I never really get obsessed so much as I get-- I dunno-- housecat-ish? Like,
I would probably be your caddy if you went to play a game of golf and be fine with it if we got to chill throughout the game, know what'm sayin'. NOT during the Summer though 'cause my stomach will overheat >
Like, I guess the best way to explain it is, once someone earns my respect, I'll totally be down for just chilling for however long, just because I like spending time with these people. There are just some people that I'm an absolute doormat for. ...Really I'm sort of like a less exaggerated version of My Cat in that respect.
I know it's pretty weird, but I mean, you already know that. ...I guess I'm just prone to becoming an "internal fanboy(?)" of specific individuals, so to speak. A *low-key* fanboy, I suppose.
also, how the fuck is "caddy" not a word yet "faddy" is?
yes how DARE you explain yourself, my viewpoint has been skewed, chewed, spat out and subdued.
My dollar store-grade rhymes aside, nah I think I get what you mean. I'm just cautious because usually when people say stuff like that it implies some sort of weird stalker fascination/obsession thing. I mean, I know you well enough to know you aren't a legit creep, but I just try to play it safe because I've had friends before that've gotten stalker-y and all that talk about being "enamored" had a similar vibe to it, no offense.
but hey maybe I'm just a paranoid dumbass ¯\_(ツ)_/¯