Sorry, I wasn't clear enough. I'm just tired to do my best everyday and feeling like it's all a wasted of time. I was saying goodbye for now, I just need to rethink my life...
@Magma i dont think its possible to overdramaticize an existential crisis. @BlueJackG i think its normal to doubt the path in life you're taking, but you need to be confident that you can make the right choices. and just take time to relax now and then.