GreenToxic

GreenToxic

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  • GreenToxic
    I had a dream last night that I was with one of my friends, and it made me realize just how much I miss being with her. On the bright side, at least I'm sad because of that and not the usual depression.
    Just a Wario Fan
    "Repeat after me, it's a scoobie-oobie-doobie-scoobie-doobie melody!"
    GreenToxic
    GreenToxic
    Everybody's born to compete as he chooses, but what does winning mean if winning means that someone loses? I sit and see and wonder what it's like to be in touch, no wonder all my brothers and my sisters need a crutch. I wanna be a human being, not a human doing. I couldn't keep that pace up if I tried. The source of my intention really isn't crime prevention, my intention is prevention of the lie, yeah, and to welcome you to Scatman's World.
    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    "I wanna be a human being, not a human doing."

    Scatman John was a freaking genius. So sad that he became famous just years before he passed to soon.
    GreenToxic
    i wish i could go a day without wanting to kill myself
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    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    @It's Pizza Time,

    If you have thoughts like this, please seek help from a doctor or psychiatrist. This is not something you should ignore and think of like it's normal or just a phase. Suicidal thoughts are a very serious issue, regardless of whether you our those areound you brush it off as being otherwhise.
    Whatever the reason may be, do not take your own life. Committing suicide is an unneccessary, permanent, and extremely grief-causing decision that is not worth it.
    Even though you may not think so, remember that there are people that love you and care for you, and who will be extremely saddened by your death: Ending one's life does not solve suffering, it only creates more sorrow.

    And I know that life can be hard at times. Or even all the time. I too often struggle with feelings of despair, worthlessness, self-hatred, not belonging to this world, etc. and although I've never had those awful thoughts that you have, I too have had thimes that I couldn't care less about my life, and I won't make it a secret that if I knew my life would become what it is today, I would rather not have been born, and every hour of every day, from the moment I wake up until I finally fall asleep, I deeply wished that I could live in a world where I can be who I truly am, where I can love and be loved, where my life has purpose, and where I can truly be happy.

    But sadly, it may not be.
    It took me a long time to come to accept this, and although I'm nor really much better off now, at least I've learnt that sometimes accepting how things are and stoically carrying on is possibly the best thing you can do.

    However, you should not think this way. You should seek help for your very serious condition.
    And remember, you are loved, and people do care about you. (I certainly do, even though I have never seen you in real-life, and probably never will.)
    Never lose hope, for this too shall pass.

    I hope this helped you.
    GreenToxic
    I wish I could be happy and stop comparing myself to others
    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    Yeah, I wish I could be happy too, and just stop hating myself.
    I too have been comparing my life to that of others on a daily basis, and it makes my struggles with my inner self not easier at all, but I can't just simply shake it off either. It's so damn frustrating.
    GreenToxic
    New Nintendo Direct tomorrow for the first time since September of 2019! Lets hope for a new Ware/Land game! I honestly wouldn't even mind a port of Shake It!!
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    Crickzilla
    Crickzilla
    I've doubt they would show anything Wario related in today's direct.
    GreenToxic
    Take a look at the LAAAWW MAAAN beating up the wrong guy!! OOHHH MAAAN!! Wonder if he'll ever know? He's in the best-selling shoooow... Is there life on MAAAAARS??
    GreenToxic
    At this point I'm done with thinking I shouldn't be happy just because I don't have this thing or that thing. I'm going to try to focus more on what I do have and how I can improve myself to attain my goals.
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    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    That's a good spirit. I too have tried to shift my personal life goals and how to achieve them over time, especially in the past few months, because I realised that the way I was going on was not that right one, and was not going to work anymore. But having to do such a thing is not a bad thing at all, because sometimes you just have to turn things another way to make life better, if you know what I mean, and I think you probably know.
    So don't worry; if living in a certain way doesn't give you the happiness you've been longing for, don't hesitate to bring change into it.

    And one more important thing that I've learnt to accept, and this one might be the most important one of all of this: Don't expect happiness all the time, and accept that life can, and will, be hard and unpleasant sometimes. Just accepting that you can't be happy all the time is something that most people don't realise but is quite important nonetheless.
    For you see, when we're constantly happy and afraid of not being it, we will be much more vurnerable to those less fortunate times, and be less happy overall as a result of it.

    Well, that's enough philosophical rambling for now, if you can even call it that. I hope it still helped you, even if it's not much; I'm not very good at writing these "pep-talks" either, you know.
    GreenToxic
    GreenToxic
    Hey, you know what, thanks for responding, it means a lot to me. I totally get what you're saying with the whole thing about how we're not going to be happy all the time and I totally understand that. After all, sometimes we need to hit a low point in order to be able to spring back up and succeed, and I think it's this specific focus on succeeding a lot of the time that has brought me down more than any actual hardship. Believe me, I desperately want to bring about change in my life so I can finally get the two things I most want right now, a job and a driver's license, and I have tried, but like you said, there just are some points when I've gone about it the wrong way. Like today, I didn't even put this new focus into practice, I felt awful and hopeless for most of the day just because I don't understand a lot of what everyone around me seemingly does. But thankfully, I feel a lot better now even if my sad self doesn't want that at all for me. It's just been a lot of different things that have changed for me as I'm finishing up my first quarter of college and going back home. I want to improve myself, I just have trouble finding the right way to go about doing it and then get even more sad as I compare my abilities to those of others. That's ultimately what's been happening lately.
    Ninja_Cat
    Ninja_Cat
    Happiness is not a destination. You are completely free to feel happy whenever. We can have currently unmet goals and be happy simultaneously.
    GreenToxic
    I saw a thing the other day that said that eating fast food even as little as once a week can increase your chance of a heart attack by 20%. I did it every so often before but now I'm just put off by the advertisements, even though they can seem tempting to a college student with a budget...
    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    Wario is not worried though; he is immune heart attacks and possibly even death itself.
    tahutoa
    tahutoa
    bro don't rub it in..
    GreenToxic
    I went back to be with my family from being at the dorms in my college for some weeks and seeing my house has never felt more surreal.
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    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    Well, at least you're back home now. That can feel surreal indeed if you haven't been there for a long time. I too had this a while ago, when I decided to pay a visit to my former school. It felt familiar, but also quite different.

    Anyway, I hope you have good times being together with your family.
    GreenToxic
    Man, I don't know what it is, but video games have become so boring to me recently...
    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    Hmm, maybe that's because you've played then for too long, I don't know? It may also result from a overexposure in another way, or simply because of apathy, something that plagues me as well from time to time.

    But now, on the other hand, I feel actually really in the mood to play a Kirby or Mario vs. Donkey Kong game, and I don't know why.
    GreenToxic
    Just got a Switch from my stepsiblings as a graduation present. I mean, I'm glad I got it and everything, but I'm kind of trying to really decrease the amount of time I spend on video games. But it's alright, because if a WarioWare or Rhythm Heaven does come out for it, then I'll be so hyped to get it!
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    CM30
    CM30
    Congrats on getting the system! What games did you get with it?
    GreenToxic
    GreenToxic
    Just Mario Kart 8 Deluxe. I would love to get Super Mario Maker 2 or New Horizons, and I would also be equally excited if by some miracle, there was a new Wario Land. It's been 12 years since the last one!
    GreenToxic
    Anyone else feel like they spend too much time here? I'm starting to feel like I'm becoming too consumed in stuff that isn't reality...
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    CM30
    CM30
    No, not really. Not sure how you can spend too much time here.

    That said, it is probably possible to spend too long on the internet/social media in general. Especially the latter.
    GreenToxic
    GreenToxic
    Yeah, you guys are right. I'm being silly, as usual. I just need to enjoy the world around me more and stay off the Internet less, it's becoming compulsive.
    Just a Wario Fan
    Just a Wario Fan
    I'm more like the opposite: I often have the feeling that I should visit this place more often.
    Alanstrocity
    I almost forgot to follow up, did you tell the girl your feelings for her or did the virus beat you to it?
    GreenToxic
    GreenToxic
    I did, she said she wasn't looking for a relationship right now, which I totally understand. The whole experience has just taught me that going into the future, I really should just chill out and go with the flow more.
    Alanstrocity
    Alanstrocity
    That’s good to hear. Having a calm and relaxed attitude will keep you in a happier mood. In the future you’ll find someone that you will be happy with, don’t lose hope, you seem like a wonderful person.
    Monxiasyshrema77
    What is your profile icon? It looks like a mad sentient on crack. (No offence btw)
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    Monxiasyshrema77
    Monxiasyshrema77
    Interesting. Are you by any chance czechoslovakian or just like the character?
    GreenToxic
    GreenToxic
    I'm American, but he really does fascinate me!
    Monxiasyshrema77
    Monxiasyshrema77
    Well he freaks me out a bit, good thing that i like being freaked out so that's bonus in my book. seriously tho very interesting, who would've though that a character from a kids show would go on to be a contributor to the fall of communism in Czechoslovakia, Czechoslovakian kids show characters are hardcore.
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