Don't forget loneliness, it's part of it. Even though you might get all the friends in the world, everyone tries to help you, but all of them feel distant. It's like you know that those you love are doing all they can to help you but you still feel lonely...
I feel better talking to people who I don't even know and are probably way older than I am and living nowhere near me. But yeah,lonliness is a big factor too. I just try to be happy,and you know,all that...I don't know if it's obvious in my videos,but it doesn't feel genuine happiness to me. I wanted to write about this crap I've been putting up to for years,but I can't. It feels like depression can only be stumped by build a robot spaceship and launching into the moon on halloween and on a Blue Moon. Impossible.