I don't think you understand. I have social anxiety disorder, basically a fear of interacting with people. Social situations are terrifying to me, even over the internet. Luckily I've settled in here at this forum comfortably (took me 2 and a half years, though), but I'm an awkward, nervous wreck on other places in the internet. Jumping into a chatroom I'm unfamiliar with is like the equivalent of dropping you into a battlefield.