CM30

CM30

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  • CM30
    I just feel haunted I guess. It's hard to focus on anything lately. My mind just feels like it's completely broken.

    But I guess this place and GR still exist, so hopefully others get something out of my work.
    CM30
    Hmm, I feel everyone seems to be super suspicious/distrusting of me recently. Am I acting off in some way or something?
    CM30
    Upgrading things on websites and forums makes me realise how much I hate working with other people's code and add-ons. They always seem to break at the worst time...
    Yellow Pyoro
    Yellow Pyoro
    Kind of related, but did the same thing break for Emoji Status feature that used to be under people's usernames?
    CM30
    CM30
    Emoji status? You mean the mood plugin?
    Yellow Pyoro
    Yellow Pyoro
    Yes. I can see it again, thank you.
    CM30
    Having finished a longer than typical video for YouTube (16-17 minutes), I genuinely wonder how people edit hour long essays without going insane.

    I try not to leave any stone unturned, but somehow I never need to talk for like 3 hours.
    Cirta
    Cirta
    I think those people chose literature studies. That's my only explanation lol.
    CM30
    Anyone else just feel like they should leave social media? Feels like forums and small communities are a lot more fulfilling than these algorithm focused sites...
    CM30
    Me: Eh, nothing Wario related will happen today.
    Nintendo: The WarioWare Inc: Mega Microgames soundtrack is now on Nintendo Music!

    Seems Wario is in the news again everyone!
    CM30
    So, you excited for the Mario Movie Direct tomorrow? What do you expect to see?
    Yellow Pyoro
    Yellow Pyoro
    I expect they'll announce the person playing Yoshi and maybe Lubba.
    Cirta
    Cirta
    Excited maybe not but I am definitely curious.
    CM30
    God I'm tired and unable to do anything at the moment. Kinda worry my health is falling apart, but who knows.

    At least this place is doing well.
    Cirta
    Cirta
    I wish for you it isn't something too bad.
    CM30
    I see no reason to talk to people anymore. It's just not worth it.

    The only thing I should even discuss are topics like video game franchises with a general audience.
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    Cirta
    Cirta
    If a flower doesn't grow then it's not the seed you should change but the environment you planted it in.

    If you don't feel appreciated where you are than it's not your fault. I know I'm a lot younger than you are and what I say may sound empty but you will eventually find someone who will treat well. Just don't give up, treat people the way you'd like them to treat you and stay away from toxic people.
    CM30
    CM30
    Sorry, I just feel like the same thing always keeps happening, and it makes me suspect I'm probably the issue. It's why I'm hesitant to try and become friends with new people, because I know something will go wrong later on.
    Cirta
    Cirta
    I feel you, it's really depressing when your situation doesn't evolve for a long time. But trust me, you are not alone in this and a lot of people are the same situation as you are, meaning you'll one day meet people who will understand your struggles. Just take care of yourself and don't beat yourself over past mistakes you cannot fix.
    CM30
    Gonna be honest, a lot of video game remix/cover channels on YouTube feel very suspicious nowadays. I know my longtime favourites don't use AI, but there are a fair few new ones that seem to have a new cover or three every day, which feels far too quick to be legitimate.

    Anyone else come across this stuff?
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    suoutsukasa765
    suoutsukasa765
    Found out who EyemDJ was after searching up remixes for Viridian City.
    They posted a remix of the Pokemon Winds/Waves theme song after it was only out for one week, also he posts a lot of remixes in a day.
    I'm pretty sure it's AI...
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    CM30
    CM30
    Yeah it's almost certainly AI. They can't logically pump out remixes that quickly if they're making them all themselves.
    suoutsukasa765
    suoutsukasa765
    Yeah, especially when they sound so good quality. Most of these songs don't even have MIDI versions available.
    It takes days (if not weeks) to arrange a MIDI for a remix, yet they're pumping them out left right and center.
    I still prefer human-made remixes compared to this.
    CM30
    I'm done sorry. I'm tired of how stressful everything's been recently, and the feeling that I have no energy left for anything anymore.

    Goodbye. I know full well I won't be missed by anyone.
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    CM30
    CM30
    Eh it's still been rough to be honest. Been questioning my actions a lot, and whether they hurt anyone in the past.
    JAGM-Georgy
    JAGM-Georgy
    Don't worry CM30, worst is not forever, I hope you have good days since soon.
    Care
    Care
    Even if you have hurt people in the past, there's a reason it's in the past. Please try to keep it from wracking your brain too much, okay?
    CM30
    Have to be honest, I've always been confused how well most people seem to know the life stories of the folks they grew up with.

    Like, I wouldn't have the foggiest idea what happened to anyone at my school, college, university, previous workplaces, etc.
    CM30
    Gonna be honest, if Nintendo and Illumination make a Donkey Kong movie, they should just remake/repurpose the Return to Krocodile Isle animation as the reveal trailer.

    We all know K Rool and the Kremlings will be the villain after Bananza, and that video sells them to people perfectly.
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    Really Ilini
    Really Ilini
    If nothing else I would at least like to see Benedict Campbell reprise his K. Rool, he absolutely owns the voice for that character to me, and it's much more interesting than something deep and gruff like the grumbles he gets in Bananza.
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    Wami
    Im a newbie here but I genuinely love this place despite it only being semi active! this is like only place where I can yap about my life long hyper specific interest in wario without getting looked funny at. If I wasn't such a scardey pants back then over ANY social interactions I might couldve joined here during times where this place was more active but, this is already more than I could've asked for!
    S^^
    CM30
    I'm not sure what to do. Feels like my life has fallen apart near completely, and I don't see any good future ahead here. The only things that keep me going are my main projects and the need to finish them both.
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    Frigid Sea
    Frigid Sea
    You're not alone and I hope you get the help you need man. Life can be pretty shitty sometimes but quiting it isn't the answer.

    Maybe in 2026 a new Wario Land game gets announced. You don't wanna miss that.
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    CM30
    CM30
    I hope you're right about a new Wario Land game, though I've been optimistic about it for the last 2 decades without much to show for that.

    And all I do is annoy people or scare them away, so it's probably better for the rest of society if I go away for good.
    Cirta
    Cirta
    The fact that you think you are a burden to people already shows you're a good enough person to care about others.

    Perhaps you should try to see a therapist/psychologist if you haven't already. It might be hard to decide that but if you've been thinking that there is no better future for a while now, I think it's worth a shot. A lot people feel ashamed in seeking help when they need it.
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